what chances bring

Theres many things to think about. where you will go, and what will come next. when married you make a lot of decisions together. its a way that both can be happy. My husband applied for canine, not too different than what his is doing now. We decided together about this because it means we will be moving...hopefully this base were at is in the middle of knowwhere. Were hoping he gets it, his grandma would love it too since she is a dog trainer. The only things that would be stressful are me finding a new job since I'm actually starting a new on this Friday. I would never want to miss out on moving to new places and seeing the world though. hopefully some luck comes our way and we finally have something good happen to us.

traveling into new ideas

I know you should never judge, and i don't. I think there is so many fascinating ideas of living. Most are not explored or excepted. If you stood in a line with many people you could be talking to someone that is so amazing but once you find something you don't except, its a problem. I don't understand people today, well you may think they have different ways of life, they do but don't you? Least they love how they are embracing things that others choose not too. Arnt Travelers like cross country travelers...maybe a bit more dramatic, but its also in the UK. The world today.

thoughts of sparkles?

well well, today was quite good, it was going to rain since the tv had warnings on all the time, but nothing ever actually happens. I have soo many thoughts in my head lately, and i am frustrated about them, but thats ine thats th facts of life. Also its good to know that not everyone has my same thoughts about things. A friend told me that, and it made me think...but it didnt change much. I dont know if many people will even read my blogg, but thats also fine its a way for people to vent and thats a good thing to be able to do. Many things in life change and thats a good thing, its jus a matter of time when they change your life and aspect on life. In the end two doors opens, and you get the chance to  pick which way you want to lead you life. 

lost my best friend

Well today started off quite bad. I woke up with a massive tension headache at 4am. Got up at 5:30am and felt nausea pretty much all freakin day. Normally i don't go onto Facebook, but i did. Lovely to find out from facebook that my BFF doesn't care about how i felt about her dating my ex. I know i don care about him at all, why would i. Its the fact a few months ago i asked why she was hanging out with him. Sine when i was dating him she thought he was ugly....like he magically got cute or something. Anyway she basically lied to my face twice that she wasn't talking to him. You should care about how your best friend feels, when that was my ex. I'm just mad she hid it and lied, also she probably told my other friend not to say anything too. Were not friends anymore, and I'm fine with that. I'm tired of dealing with it. Girl code ex's arnt off limits but realize is a touchy subject and you think friendship would come first.