Working Today

I'm very bored. Actually earlier i was soo tired, but now I'm okay. I wish i could just go home, and go to sleep. It would be nice, but my bed is always freezing. Anyways, I'm probably going to make some chicken nuggets after this blog, even though there not healthy. Better than not eating anything. I have seen the New blackberry bold 9930, and its really nice and sleek. I'm kind of mad its so much money, because there is better phones out there. I'm just a blackberry fan so I'm happy they finally made their first thin phone. Also, its nice touch screen plus keyboard so that's cool. I would so love to get it, BUT you know their next one released is going to be way better, since the first ones are always trial runs in a way to see if people like and buy them. I'm wanting them to make a white one, black gets really boring.

NYC or Las Vegas?!

I am so confused! Its been a dream to live in NYC somewhere. I grew up in Orange County, CA and i love the vibe of city life. I haven't been to NYC, but have been to other smaller cities and loved them. I have at least another year to decide where i would like to live. Of course my husband has to agree. I also love Las Vegas and i would probably want to be a performer there, or a cage dancer at Cesar's palace, since dancers might be taken better care of. I don't know which on would be better. I don't want to get bored of the town, which NYC you wont but Las Vegas maybe. My family is all in California, so it a hard thing to think about. Any opinions would help!! I love the heat, but think that snow is beautiful to see. I'm only turning 20 this year but when my husband gets out of the military who knows...

Bored At Work

I am having a pretty good day. Put Keefer down a bit later for her nap since i have to work till a little after 5 today. I cant wait till i get to go home and eat, make some warm dinner. I have been thinking about getting another job but I'm not sure since mine right now is kind of planted right in the middle of the day. Its not like i work long hours only about 5. Who knows what will happen though. Least i will get paid Friday. My husband and i are planning on going to the next town over and doing one of those corn mazes. That should be fun, i haven't been n one in a long time. I'm eating a nasty snack i think it the trex mix cinnamon kind; don't buy it. Well one with my day.

Working With a Budget

I think i can start to save now finally, the only big payments i need to worry about is my car, and paying off some of my credit card. I just got back from seeing my family. It was so good to see everyone. I'm back home now, and working today too so all in all i didn't really miss any work besides Monday but that was a holiday so i would have had it off. I'm exited i get paid this Friday! Today i have to get some necessities like hair products, cat food, face cleanser, and maybe a few other things I'm not quite sure. I'm just glad my husband and i get paid the same day. I got a MAC mineralize skin finish natural, and I'm liking it but i think my foundation doesn't do it good. Cant wait till it snows! I missed the first snow.

Living Pay Check to Pay Check

I hate not being able to go do things, or just not having to worry about money! Literally last night i didn't get to sleep till 1am because i was thinking about money, and how we cant do anything till the 15th. I mean its not like i go spend my money shopping or even out to eat. These past 5 months i have been saving, but every month something happens. Then there goes almost my whole pay check. I hate looking at my account being down to twenty dollars every month, sometimes lower! Hard times, hopefully they will pass really soon. Tax season is coming up s that will help we had to buy a new car so that will be a big help when taxes come. I will have to give my mother at least 1,000 of it since she has helped us a lot when are old Mazda cx7 totally needed an engine overhaul. Anyways I cant wait till that comes, maybe then we'll b back on our feet.

Mac Makeup Choices

I'm not sure what to think. Mac has so many products, but id never want all them since drugstore things work well too. I debating between Mac Mineralize foundation spf 15 the compact, or the studio sculpt foundation. I do have pretty dry skin like always and it just gets worse in winter. So i think a maybe leaning towards the more cream like the compact. Also, concealers i have heredity under eye bags or circles always and need something that wont make me look dry under my eyes also cover well. Probably my two choices are select cover up concealer and Pro Longwear concealer, hopefully i can sample. Plus gotta get a lipstick; pretty please.

Its Almost Here!!

I am excited for this week! I get to finally fly home Friday after work, to see and surprise my family. This week will probably feel like forever but i don't care. I will cash my check after work, then go to Sally's beauty for some hair stuff. probably after that i will go home and eat. I get to go shopping, sample and buy some makeup from MAC, and maybe a few other places. Cant wait till i get a good concealer and a new foundation for winter. Hopefully it doesn't rain too much this Friday.

What to do when your Bored.

I would say, when I'm bored you'll probably find me on YouTube watching videos about makeup, hair, and purses. That's mostly what i do. Also when you want to mess with cats i find funny sounds on there. I have being in a small town, because you have done everything more than once. At least i haven't lived here forever, only a little over a year now. I cant wait to move  i will have so much more to do! Hopefully the next two years ill go by fast and, my husband and i can move to Bullhead City. I Wonder what other people do when there bored...

I need extra money!

I have been working, but it doesn't really seem like were getting by. I hate how towards the end of the month i have to scrounge up money. Even if i spend my money wisely i still end up have like 20 dollars in my account. Anyways, i know many other people are have way more money troubles, but i wish i could not have to worry so much. I have been think about donating; like my eggs, blood, and or plasma. Well I'm not old enough to donate my eggs so i have the other two choices. I'm going to try to get my husband to donate his sperm, and probably blood since his is uncommon. Idk we will see how things go.

Knockoff or Real Louis Vuitton!

I wasn't really sure what to title this, but oh well. I'm one of those girls that likes to change up my purses. I have been looking around on YouTube and just around the web lately. I have always thought the Louis Vuitton speedy purses are cute. I know people today need to have the REAL thing and if others have a fake they get all mad. Idk why just because someone doesn't spend a fortune on a designer purse doesn't mean they should get shit for it. Personally i will be getting the fake  monogram speedy 30,. Ill also have plenty of money left over to shop, eat and all that good stuff. Unlike some people that need the real thing. I can understand if you buy a fake one and claim its real and flaunt it....that's stupid. Buy the real one and not flaunt it that's normal. I personally would tell people if they ask; duh its not real ha.

NYC Bronzer

I have been wanting to try this, i mean i should just go out, and buy it. I haven't been able to go to the drugstore anytime lately. I have seen it so much on YouTube. It's really cheap, and its something you would just like to have in your makeup collection. Plus its very inexpensive, so that's a plus. Maybe when i get paid next week i will go out to the stores and get some new things since i haven't gone shopping in awhile.

Early Mornings

Sometimes when you get up early you so badly would love to fall back asleep, Today i didn't i had to drive my husband to work t 4am. Also i have to do that tomorrow, but that's fine its the weekend. I'm not sure why, probably since there is nothing on, but m watching a show about Russia the untouched parts...it just started. Maybe it will be interesting.

60 yr old man and a dolphin?

To me that is some weird stuff! First you would think the dolphin would bit at idk do something, but that's weird. How did this man even come to think 'oh lets get some from a dolphin!' Who knows, but i wonder how many years he has been doing this nasty deed. What happened to strippers or street walkers, guess he didnt have money... what do other people think?

What is up with our Government?!

Who should be the next president? I know Obama took over during a time where what ever he did it would make him look like  a bad president. I mean atleast he could not do so many things that don't really help people out.

Shocking Sadness

Well the other day my brother had texted me that are grandpa was going into surgery the next morning to have a triple bypass. Kind of a shocking thing to hear. He has had some problems over the past few years; with his stroke a long time ago. Also semi recently when he was in the hospital for a month, and the problems with his colon idk. Then when he found out he had cancer in his face, which that took a lot out of him. Since you have to get adjusted to the idea of a new face and not feeling confident about yourself and the way you wished you looked again. I know i love my grandpa; since he has been the father figure in my life pretty much forever. Even when i was little, i knew i didn't ever want my real dad to walk me down the isle i wanted it to be him, and he did. Anyways my grandpa came out strong from his heart surgery. Now he will be in recovery; then come hoe and recover for a month or so. You should always love you family now, not later because on day they will be gone.

chilly

Another cold day is here in town, which is nice since it doesn't normally rain two straight days in  row here. Not too much to do today- probably go to the mall then Sally's to get some stuff for my hair. Last night it was relaxing to sleep since it rained all night and having the window made it better to hear. I finally sold are old SUV tires on craiglist. Least now i have extra money to use towards my car so i don't have to waste my paycheck on that. Finally this last end of the month paycheck i can start to save my money. Then October 7th i get t see my family I'm excited about that! Hopefully everything goes well today and the upcoming days as well.

Rainy- Slightly foggy

Today has been quite nice. Waking up to no sun, shinning on your face is lovely. Looking out the window to see fog; eh. Either way its still nicer than being hot. It seems soon that it will start to get colder and snow. Leas are house wont be super hot all the time. I finally got a response to my craiglists ad i had posted. Least we will have extra money. I was thinking i could use about 107.00 of it to replace the steering fluid on my car. Then i would have about 20 left over. Either way I wouldn't really be loosing money. This end of the month pay check is when I can actually start to save since i wont have to use it for anything. I already bought my air plane ticket; so I'm happy about that. Pretty soon i can start to go shopping to get a few things or take my husband to dinner. Small things that now i always am so cheap since we are trying to save everything we have- since we seem to have bad luck.

A joyful Day

Today starts the day before the weekend. This weekend is a three day weekend, but im not sure if i will havae Monday off. Even though Its is Labor Day. My job might change a bit too atleast my hourrs will since keefer isnt ging to be attending Village school anymore. Either way t works for me. Also my mothher in law and her boyfriend are visiting thi weekend. They got in last night. So tonight were going ut to dinner; hopefully Old Chicago since we have never eaten there. We might end up going to shushi though. Anyway saturday we are planning on going to Fort Collins, that should be fun since the town is way bigger and more hings to do down there. They also have this really good burger place called Smash Burger! Other than that are weekend will be showing them around and all that kinda of stuff oyu do when family visits. I booked my Air plane ticket home ttoday too it was like 400 buck since i have to fly out of a smaller air port, but its worth it to see my family. Im just glad today is almost over only an hour and a half till i get off work. :)

One More Day

I am happy today; its going by almost fast. Also today i need to ask If i can have Oct 10th Columbus day off work.  I hope i can or that my boss gets back to me soon about it. Since i would like to but the tickets tomorrow. I am really happy i am going to see my family. I will get to hangout with my mom and grandma. I love going on air planes normally I don't go alone, but i feel i can do this by myself. I will have to check a bag, since i have so many products like makeup and shush.I actually get really excited when it gets close to the day I'm leaving and having to back my bags. I need to make sure i have at least two twenty's with me; since i will probably get hungry. I want to bring my word search too; not sure why but i have been loving those lately. I'm having my brothers girlfriend pick me up so I surprise my family. Cause i don't want them knowing the exact dates of when i am visiting.

Windy Days

To day has so far been quite nice. I Just finished watering the flowers. I am also going to wash the hardwood floors. Not something i normally do in my own home; but I'm working and they need washing. Today for me has actually gone by almost fast...I am jut excited for my paycheck tomorrow. I have to start cleaning my house really good since my mother-in law is flying n to visit this Friday. Her house isn't that clean; but i want mine to look way cleaner than hers. It ll be something to keep me busy though. Today is going to by a busy day after i get off work maybe not busy but, ore than most. I get to go home around 5pm then maybe clean up, do laundry, go to the gym, and probably have Mc Donald's for dinner. We don't eat fast food that often, but we really need to go to the market. I just hate when are fridge is empty, but now its are pantry and are fridge, so this grocery trip will last us awhile. I hate that I dont know how to do that extreme couponing thing, since that looks like it save tons of money. We don't have  much money but every time we try to find coupons it doesn't really work out. Its harder than it looks.

Where did it Go

I'm not sure why in my life i missed out on a lot of things? I wanted all those friend photos; going to adventurous places. Having fun times and lots of friends. I don't have that and never really fully did. My group of friends kind of slowly separated after sophomore year. I still stayed friends with my bestie. Towards the end of the year we weren't really friends. I had grown closer to another friend; that actually went to the same high school as me. I don't regret my choices; maybe I should have given myself more time to grow and party. In the end i am happy at where i am. Hopefully in the near future I can reconnect and become closer with my step sister Amber and we can become best friends.That's where I'm hoping it goes. Also cant wait to move out of this town, to bullhead city, AZ and be by her my father. Also a lot closer to my parent and family. It will be wonderful when all this will happen.

What a dumb Day

Quite frankly today was a waste on my day and time. A lazy day since I'm trying to save gas till I get paid next. I'm still sick but my husband got me to go to the gym...I worked out harder than him. So almost every time I looked he wasn't even working out, he would be talking to his friend that is working out. Since i am sick I worked out for about an hour; then go over to him cause I want to go and my nose is runny. He doesn't want to leave. Dude! your not working out. WTF. Whatever then he has the nerve to say you can come back and get me; fuck that! I got pizza and a powerade, also some gas. He can make his own damn dinner. He sometimes doesn't even think; I'm sick and have no one to talk to for a about a year now. He doesn't even realize what I go thru everyday. Since it is hard for me to no talk to anyone besides him. I hate living in this town I cant wait to get my air plane ticket and fly home to visit my family alone!

The Purse?

Most girls today carry a purse or a bag. Its whats inside that bag that not many people know. First your mainly looking in your purse, but personally I am curious what is in others bags. I mean you don't just go digging in some girls bag; its quite rude. When I see a really cute bag, sometimes I would just like to see the inside also. To me its interesting to know what others carry, sometimes it'll give me an idea; like hey maybe I will need that one day. Every purse is different though, since some girls carry more make up and others carry totally random things. Also there are purses where the owner doesn't even know what she may have in there. I like to change my bags often, so they are decently clean; besides my wrappers and things. I am one of those girls that like a little organization, i try to find purses where i can throw things in it; to make it messy. That doesn't work out for me since I seem to end up fixing it and placing things in a certain spot. Its something to work on. Also, most girls have a bag in a bag; since the makeup shouldn't just be thrown in there...but you'll never know what the women next to you has in her purse will you?

Next Stages

Trying to work and also being sick is challenging. Runny nose, watery eyes, throat hurting. Its just one of those things you dread. I'm not sure if its the season where people start to get sick...maybe i started early. I know i would love some medicine right about now. Rain too, so i can have warm soup; that would feel good. I will probably get my husband sick too, but he doesn't mind since he still gets paid if he misses days from work. I will be happy when it is winter again, only so are house will be cold and i Can snuggle up in blankets. Hope the rest of my day goes by fast; since tomorrow is the weekend!

stepping across the states

I finally get to go home to visit my family. Also it is good to get out of this boring town and go back home to California and shop. I get to visit my grandparent and parents which i am excited for. I'm very happy that I will see my grandpa, and my brother. I have been debating going home since money is really tight right now, since all the things that have been going on. Now that I have had my job for a few months its helping. This September is the month that i can actually start to save money, which I am happy about so when I go home I will at least have 500 dollars saved up. This month of August thought I would have to use my en of the month paycheck to buy my airplane ticket, which is around 215$ going out of Denver; its way cheaper. I have a lot to look forward to. I would be surprising my family, and that's a good thing. I would love to see my brother and moms faces. It makes me happy just thinking about it. My grandparents would be shock too but in a very good way. We shall see how things will go.

The next open door

I'm glad i have made you with my best friend, things were a bit weird, but all goo now. In a weird way people seem to need a girl that's a bff and a guy that's going to be able to marry. Either way it like you cant just have one, you have two. Which is good since everyone needs an outlet or freedom to not just be a wife. Besides i love hanging out with her, we have been friends for about 5 years i think...either way She will probably be my child's guardian one day. Anyways, things are going quite well I got a new car, its really cute favorite color too maroon. Hopefully things will start to look up for me. Since May i haven't had the  greatest of luck. Now that i started a new job, hopefully it ll make things easier, money wise. I have even yet to go a a small shopping spree with my money  made working. I have been trying to just get buy. I'm starting to save a lot more, so hopefully i can go shopping soon. I haven't gone since i lived with my mom. Anywho days almost over.

Awkward...day after next

Today has gone by almost fast, today I'm working which is not bad. Least i will get off around for today. So that new show Awkward is actually really good; i think. Most people can probably relate to it, I know I can relate to her and what she is going through; besides the suicide part at least. They should make  it an hour instead of 30 minutes. Probably, since Teen Mom is that night they don't. Secert Life has been soo good lately. That show has been my favorite since it first started my freshman year  in high school, I'm graduated now, so I hope they keep going with it somehow.

CX-7 NO good.

Well I bought my mazda cx-7 in May 2010 used, after my cooper broke. About 4 months since i bought it I started to hear a rattle sound when starting it, went to 3 machinics, they said they didnt hear it, and nothing was wrong. I knew somthing was, but what could i do. It broke down 150 miles away from our home, had it towed for $500, to cheyenne WY MAY 20th 2011. Time chain broke, timing censor broke the chain. That caused the pistons to hit the head, the rattle sound caused half the problems, they said. I have to pay $3,000 (military discount) to fix it, its been 2 almost 3 months & i still dont have my damn car. Everytime they call theres mre problems wrong, more money, more time (POS car)

Dont waste your time, this problem is happening to many cx-7 owner

what chances bring

Theres many things to think about. where you will go, and what will come next. when married you make a lot of decisions together. its a way that both can be happy. My husband applied for canine, not too different than what his is doing now. We decided together about this because it means we will be moving...hopefully this base were at is in the middle of knowwhere. Were hoping he gets it, his grandma would love it too since she is a dog trainer. The only things that would be stressful are me finding a new job since I'm actually starting a new on this Friday. I would never want to miss out on moving to new places and seeing the world though. hopefully some luck comes our way and we finally have something good happen to us.

traveling into new ideas

I know you should never judge, and i don't. I think there is so many fascinating ideas of living. Most are not explored or excepted. If you stood in a line with many people you could be talking to someone that is so amazing but once you find something you don't except, its a problem. I don't understand people today, well you may think they have different ways of life, they do but don't you? Least they love how they are embracing things that others choose not too. Arnt Travelers like cross country travelers...maybe a bit more dramatic, but its also in the UK. The world today.

thoughts of sparkles?

well well, today was quite good, it was going to rain since the tv had warnings on all the time, but nothing ever actually happens. I have soo many thoughts in my head lately, and i am frustrated about them, but thats ine thats th facts of life. Also its good to know that not everyone has my same thoughts about things. A friend told me that, and it made me think...but it didnt change much. I dont know if many people will even read my blogg, but thats also fine its a way for people to vent and thats a good thing to be able to do. Many things in life change and thats a good thing, its jus a matter of time when they change your life and aspect on life. In the end two doors opens, and you get the chance to  pick which way you want to lead you life. 

lost my best friend

Well today started off quite bad. I woke up with a massive tension headache at 4am. Got up at 5:30am and felt nausea pretty much all freakin day. Normally i don't go onto Facebook, but i did. Lovely to find out from facebook that my BFF doesn't care about how i felt about her dating my ex. I know i don care about him at all, why would i. Its the fact a few months ago i asked why she was hanging out with him. Sine when i was dating him she thought he was ugly....like he magically got cute or something. Anyway she basically lied to my face twice that she wasn't talking to him. You should care about how your best friend feels, when that was my ex. I'm just mad she hid it and lied, also she probably told my other friend not to say anything too. Were not friends anymore, and I'm fine with that. I'm tired of dealing with it. Girl code ex's arnt off limits but realize is a touchy subject and you think friendship would come first.